Serenity's face is fading from my memory.
I try to hold on to the details. To the overall.
It slips away still.
I try to hold in my mind the differences between the sisters.
But those distinctions are illusive to me.
Bea fills my heart and my time, yet thoughts of Serenity remain. I miss her more and more, never less.
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I wish you all peace, love and goodness this day. And remember, you are all goodness.
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She Almost Made It/ SerenityJoy by Leung Ya Chun (AKS) is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
Serenity Joy almost made it into this world alive, but almost doesn't count. Her little sister did make it.
When we choose not to focus on what is missing from our lives but are grateful for the abundance that's present -- love, health, family, friends, work, the joys of nature and personal pursuits that bring us pleasure -- the wasteland of illusion falls away and we experience Heaven on earth.
-Sarah Ban Breathnach
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- March 2010 - Beanie makes it
- July 2009 - BFP
- December 12, 2008 - We finally take our 'honeymoon' vacation
- September 18, 2008 - D & C
- Septermber 12, 2008 - no heartbeat
- August 27, 2008 - 'indeterminate' u/s
- August 17, 2008 BFP - Double holy freakout!
- June 30, 2008 - Official last day of employment with stupevisor
- February 13, 2008 - Serenity's due date
- February 6, 2008 - Serenity is delivered
- It's a girl!
- June 11, 2007 - BFP - holy freakout!
- April 2007 - 'Hey, let's stop trying to not get pregnant'
- July 2003 - We move to the Midwest
- May 25, 2002 - Our third and final wedding
- December 23, 2001 - Our second wedding
- December 13, 2001 - Our first wedding
- August 1998 - Triple S and Ya Chun meet
She Almost Made It/ SerenityJoy by Leung Ya Chun (AKS) is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
9 comments:
She'll never fade from your heart.
xxx
Wishing you a wonderful and gentle day. xoxo
*hugs* I Sooooo get this.
I can barely remember, and it scares me. All that's left is the feeling of longing and emptiness
I hear ya, I found myself dreaming Evageline was her brother Evan, and a boy the other night as we slept side by side in bed, I woke up and felt weird....
I forget his face, and rarely think of him as my baby, just my boy who never made it..apparently my subconscious is still working it out.
None the less..we both deserve this happy mothers day with our living little girls.
xx
xx
Happy Mother's day to you, although bittersweet. <3
I'm right with you on the missing more and more. Wishing you peace and love, too, and thinking of you and your girls.
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