That it's time to come back.
I miss you gals (and guys).
Bea turned four months today. I think I can swing the time for myself to blog again.
This blog might not be the same. But it's still me. If you can't follow, I understand, but I'll miss you.
Now, reading other blogs. Maybe I'll even have time for that.
There is so much I want to write. About what happened ~10 days postpartum. About life now. About more of my life, not just my grief.
And my grief has changed. A few months into this misadventure, I remember reading that grief lasts two years. I am past that mark - and it is different. Of course, one key thing also changed in the same time period: Bea made it here safely.
Bea, herself, does make me happy. I am happy being a (mostly) full-time mom. I am happy cleaning my house (after I came to the realization last week that I clean my house for me, because no one else seems to notice when it is dirty). I am happy taking walks every morning around 8 with a stroller and a mutt, even when it is 90 pushing 1000 with a relative humidity of 'what the hell are you doing outside in this weather.' I think I may have found my groove (or at least a new groove than the old groove).
So, dear readers, be forewarned: I am back. With my co-author Beanie Bea.
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She Almost Made It/ SerenityJoy by Leung Ya Chun (AKS) is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
Serenity Joy almost made it into this world alive, but almost doesn't count. Her little sister did make it.
When we choose not to focus on what is missing from our lives but are grateful for the abundance that's present -- love, health, family, friends, work, the joys of nature and personal pursuits that bring us pleasure -- the wasteland of illusion falls away and we experience Heaven on earth.
-Sarah Ban Breathnach
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- March 2010 - Beanie makes it
- July 2009 - BFP
- December 12, 2008 - We finally take our 'honeymoon' vacation
- September 18, 2008 - D & C
- Septermber 12, 2008 - no heartbeat
- August 27, 2008 - 'indeterminate' u/s
- August 17, 2008 BFP - Double holy freakout!
- June 30, 2008 - Official last day of employment with stupevisor
- February 13, 2008 - Serenity's due date
- February 6, 2008 - Serenity is delivered
- It's a girl!
- June 11, 2007 - BFP - holy freakout!
- April 2007 - 'Hey, let's stop trying to not get pregnant'
- July 2003 - We move to the Midwest
- May 25, 2002 - Our third and final wedding
- December 23, 2001 - Our second wedding
- December 13, 2001 - Our first wedding
- August 1998 - Triple S and Ya Chun meet
She Almost Made It/ SerenityJoy by Leung Ya Chun (AKS) is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 United States License.
11 comments:
Good to have you back. Seems a few of us are finding our bloggy voices again.
xo
Welcome back, Ya Chun and Little Bea. (We called our daughter Little Bea for a very long time. Well, we still do sometimes.)
Four months?! It is going by so quickly. I'm glad you are going to integrate your writing and this blog into life with Little Bea and Serenity. I am still here, reading along. With love. xo
yay!! :) Welcome back!!
It's nice to have you back! Even better with the positive note!
Yay! You are back!
I am so eager to hear of your adventures with Miss Bea.
Welcome back friend. I hear you, life is oh so different now...
I'm so glad. Can't wait to see what you've been up to :)
The grief does change, a baby in your arms helps.
I'm really glad to hear that you're back! I'm working towards that goal myself.
Glad you're back!
So glad to come back from vacation & find a whole bunch of new posts from you in my reader!! Welcome back!
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