Woulda. Coulda. Should be.
Bea is my calm after the storm. Much like I am here helping her to drift into sleep, she is there for me.
I can't imagine doing this without her. I don't know how I managed before she came safely into this world - through the grief, through the miscarriage, through the pregnancy.
My admiration to all of you still struggling to get your next baby.
It's not easy having a baby after such a devastating death. But it sure beats not having one when you want one.
I wanted to acknowledge you, my persevering sisters. I appreciate that you are still reading me. I am thankful that you can celebrate in my joy, but it must still bring pangs to your heart.
The look of utter peace on Bea's face while she sleeps, her chest rising and lowering, brings a little peace to my heart, mitigates my tears.
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Thank you, Ya Chun.
And she is just gorgeous.
Beautiful post. I think about those "sisters" of ours still waiting on a rainbow all the time. I too can't imagine a life without my Angus in it. I don't know how I did it without him.
Bea is simply stunning.
xo
Often it feels like life has not moved forward at all - like I'm still back at 3 years ago waiting for my baby.
I'm so glad that Bea brings so much joy to you! She is truly lovely and I'm so happy that you have her.
What a beautiful girl. She looks so calm and peaceful in this photograph.
I share your admiration.
(((hugs)))
What a gorgeous photo!
thanks Ya Chun. Sending love xxh
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