I am soooo not cool. My parents and dh parents are in town, in our house, for the service on Sunday. We are preparing somethings and some food for after the service tomorrow. Ok, I wrote lists for each group to work on, with details on where to find everything etc, and they just can't get it quite right! Ok, I am a control freak on a good day, and these ARE NOT GOOD DAYS. So I am very easily frustrated and overly particular. I really wish I wasn't like this, and I hear myself criticizing the work they are doing and just think "why can't I shut my mouth?" Oh, I hate stress.
I hate my life. I want the life I was dreaming of. I want my baby.
Mu friend called this AM. She can't make it from FL to MO for the service. She was just crying the whole time. I hope I can see her soon. I wish there was such a thing as virtual hugs....
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