It's Official

Weekends suck.

I feel my loss more strongly on the weekends. I guess I have more time, or I think I should be doing fun stuff with the little one. I don't know what it is.

Today we hosted a BBQ for two other couples. It was great fun. Plus, I need the motivation of people coming to my house to get my a55 around to clean up the place. It has been utter CHAOS lately.

I have so many small projects and responsibilities that need taken care of, but, frankly, I just don't care about them. I need to start caring real soon.

And I need a job. Super stressful.

AND and I had a sleep study this week. Yep. What an adventure. A whole night of sleeping elsewhere, without dh, but in the company of at least 15 electrodes and wires and speakers and who knows what. And a whole day of taking naps. Four naps in 1 day. I called dh to tell him this and he was jealous. I woke up at 9 am, got breakfast, and went for a nap at 10:15. I finished 7/8 of a book that I have been trying to get to for some time. We'll know results in 7-10 days, after 1000 pages of results!

This book was actually wonderful. It spoke to me. The guy seems a bit crazy, so it is no wonder that I could relate. The book is "All the Strange Hours' by Loren Eiseley. Eiseley was a anthropologist who wrote essays and books for the layman. This is what I want to do "when I grow up", and my SIL recommended him to me. This book is his autobiography. I thought that by reading it I could see how to get there. Of course, the book is much more esoteric than that. And a good read.

There is a quote that he used, that I want to share with you, reader:

"One must somehow find a way of loving the world without trusting it" -GK Chesterton


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