I had a dream last night. Well, I had two, although I can't remember the first one now.
The second one started with me greeting my 5- or 6-year-old son in the foyer of our mansion (nice, Triple S or I must have gotten one heck of a job). He seemed to be suffering from some emotional distress from school (he would have inherited that from me). Then, he was playing with dolls and wanted to wear pink. I started to get the impression that he wanted to be a girl. I asked him why (apparently, we have a very open relationship). He said it was because whenever I looked a little girls, I always looked sad, and he thought that was because I wanted a girl, not a boy.
Well, no, I want his big sister.
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The other night I had two dreams. One was about how I was kidnapped to be a spy due to my "expertise." Expertise in what, I don't know. It was kind of like Burn Notice I guess. So, I traveled around the world doing missions for this super secret spy group for a couple years. I pretended to be a team player, but I really missed my husband. One day, I up and disappeared, taking all their database and tons of money. It turns out, every time I went somewhere, I stored some info and transfered some moeny. I persevered, so that I could get back to Triple S and babymaking. I was very upset that this evil organization had stolen me from my life.
My second dream was also about a job that I was compelled to do and that kept me from my family. I can't seem to remember the details about this one, but I think it was more like "In Plain Sight."
When I woke up, my conclusion was that bosses are evil and keep me from my family, and doing what I want, ie reproducing.
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I am very happy now that I am staying home. I had my first freelance work last week. I just need about 5 every week or two to keep us afloat finacially. I am even managing to have dinner ready most nights!
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I love reading what people dream about. I have very vivid dreams as well. Yours are very telling.
I took a break from working last year, right around the six months mark. It was a really good thing to do, and, in fact, I think I went back too soon.
I hope you can get enough projects, and that you continue to feel lighter without the stupevisor in your life. Or even the office as such.
I have very active, sometimes emotional, dreams. I very rarely remember them in the morning though, which is surprising to me because I can sometimes still remember the emotion of them.
Hope freelancing works out for you, Ya Chun. Financially. Emotionally. I hope it's everything you need.
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