I just found out that Triple S' cousin is pregnant. She posted it on her FaceBook. I don't know how far along she is. I just want to tell her to be careful!!!!
Being a deadbabymama sucks.
I just found out that the place I get my physical therapy is offering "Postnatal Yoga for Bereaved Moms". The instructor taught at the SHARE National meeting. I am going to go. We have all the same recuperation issues (like bad backs and jelly bellies) that moms with kicking and screaming newborns have, but I have NO desire to go to a mom class. And hear all the little things their precious babies are doing. Nope. Don't need that.
Triple S and I were just both on FaceBook and IM'ing each other. Gad, we're nerds. Well, he told me I looked hot, so I don't mind too much. Except, if we were actually across cyberspace, and not in the same office, how would he know how I looked? Yep, that's me, always posing questions to the universe.
What I don't understand: if I have a big gaping hole in my heart that was left by Serenity, why does my heart feel so heavy? Shouldn't it weigh less than it did before?
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Serenity Joy almost made it into this world alive, but almost doesn't count. Her little sister did make it.
When we choose not to focus on what is missing from our lives but are grateful for the abundance that's present -- love, health, family, friends, work, the joys of nature and personal pursuits that bring us pleasure -- the wasteland of illusion falls away and we experience Heaven on earth.
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6 comments:
Pregnancy news is so hard to accept. I'm sorry, Ya Chun. Being a deadbabymama indeed sucks.
That is AWESOME re: the bereavement yoga. SERIOUSLY! I'm a bit green with envy. You must let us know how it goes.
The hole is the size of a baby. It weighs more than your heart. I have given up trying to figure out the physics of grief.
Sorry about the pregnancy news. Thrilled about the yoga. It helped me a lot. Mostly in forgiving and believing in my body again. I'm still working on that.
It sucketh indeed. :(
I would love to take a yoga class like that!! Let us know how it goes.
That yoga class sounds awesome! pls hug that yoga instructor for me, and send big kisses too.
Pregnancy news is hard... ((hugs))
I think the yoga class sounds amazing... what a wonderful resource.
I know what you mean about the facebook pregnancy anouncements. A cousin of mine does regular pregnancy updates on her facebook- it drives me crazy! I had to stop logging in, as it seemed everyone in my friend list was pregnant or had a newborn. You're so right, being a deadbabymama sucks worse than anything.
That yoga class sounds great -- I'd never heard of something like that. I've been thinking about getting back into yoga, but I'm afraid of being that in touch with my body again, if that makes any sense at all.
I know what you mean about the hole in your heart weighing so heavy. SO heavy.
Thinking of you.
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